Life.

Lately, for me, life hasn't been easy.
Work is to the max, on Monday, for example, I worked for 14 hours. And when I get a day off, I don't have much to do. Right now for me life is... boring, unsatisfying, in more need of... God, maybe?
Yes, I think that's what it is.
BUT everytime I think that, I come to a stand still. My church has nothing for people my age. My youth pastor says I am more than welcome at youth and I go every once in awhile but everytime I go I feel old and out of place.
Mom and Dad suggest going to Life Church but I can't, I just can't. I can't stand the thought of getting my sermon from a screen from sombody who I've never even met. It just seems so impersonal to me. (Yes, I now there's a base pastor but still... wierd.)
There's also the idea of me starting up my own group for people my age, but then it comes to me being way too busy to be running a group.
And that's usually where it stops. I don't now where to go or how to move forward.
I start school in a few weeks and I know this is only going to add to my business but there's got to be something for me besides standing at this crossroad going "Now what?"